Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Most of my books

Happy festive season...

You might have heard that I write.   It is true.  I even get published now and then.  I am a writer in as much as I am someone who gets poems that happen in my mind and I cannot do anything else well until I birth it.  When I write the poem it might not be perfect in original form, but the initial burst is important.  And, then I will work on poem, but, generally, the longer it has formed in my head, the more complete it arrives on the page.

I have an Amazon page that features many of my books.  If you wish to visit it...


If you have been a supporter of my work you'll know that I write a lot about King Arthur and the mythic and legendary cycles of the Round Table and Grail.  I love it, I love the historical search for the real Arthur, and think I could write more about, in fact, I have.  Lancelot is out of print, but Arthur Rex Eternus, Quest of Arthur, and King of Ages are all available. 


This is a category with my fictionalized autobiography, a cool comic, illustrated prose and illustrated epic poem story about Romans versus the Celts, a love story, Samurai, and the Faeries.  I loved writing these all.  I have very little to say other than contact me for more info if you are interested.


A Life of Ravens is my first book with my name on the cover.  It has my words illustrated by 27 artists.   I am pleased with four of these, play the shell game and try to guess the one that the publisher messed up by accident.  Hint, it isn't book 1, 3,4 or 5.  All of these are filled with things I love to write, and I'd recommend them if you like elves, dwarves, battle, and even the book I am frustrated by was good for the poems, the problem was in the submission of the wrong book proof for the printer, which was not my job.  Book two is also out of print.  The others can be bought through me or on Amazon.


Sasquatch was my first real credit.  I'd had two works that I'd submitted stolen and slightly changed and published by a couple of shysters, but, I really don't care because if I had my name on them now, I'd disavow them.  So, I have copies of all of these books except for Mysterious excretions... no no, Visions, Mysterious Visions.  Contact me for more info or to order.


I am 50% German, 25% Swedish and likely 25% Jewish according to adoption birth records and records searches and best guesses.  For some reason I have always been moved by Vikings.  My good friend Guy Morey said he believed I had blood of the Rus in me, and others thought me to be Asian some how.  But, I aspired only to know much about the Vikings and I don't think I would have been much of a Viking.  More like a guy who gets womped by them.

Anyway, The Savage Past is long out of print, but I have copies of both Ravens of Odin and Mythic Memories for sale.


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Thursday, December 10, 2015

Hunger and Death

Give to others this Holiday season.  I am not suggesting I know better than others.  Just suggesting that the season could be even better helping those who are without hope.

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

We forget, so we tell small lies to remember

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Along with writing all the time I am trained as a historian.  In the US there is very little respect for most higher education, and the least respect is reserved for academic work that doesn't result directly in high paying labor.  I was/am a believer in the education of the universal being, and so, my work was meant to educate my mind, stimulate my creative soul, and perhaps lead me to a career.  I did attempt to work in various jobs, finding enjoyment in perhaps one.  But, when I was a stay at home father, I had time and a computer, and the internet which allowed me the opportunity to write, for print and for my own development.  At first I thought I would be a restaurant and movie reviewer, but, I found out that honest reviews of restaurants get you fired from reviewing, and your archive deleted.  Then came the realization that movie reviews never work unless you matter to people, since with the internet there are now millions, not exaggerating, millions of reviewers.  And whatever I wrote got lost in the miasma of the internet.  Then I began to formulate a plan, to write for businesses, regarding the products they sell.  This worked, somewhat.  It also led me to write for more venues.  I mention all of this not to make anything I've done more important or better than it is, just to point out, that my path to being a poet/historian has been long, and arduous.

I have come to believe in a number of theories of time, and human development that cannot be proven, and have very little evidence for their existence.  While I live in a world that is rapidly losing its mind, it seems, there are two different groups informing us how we should think.  Those who trust only in logic and evidence, and those who believe in what might be known as faith, and mythology.  What I am about to say will not satisfy either group, because their is no established story wherein the myth will jump out and demand to be told.  But what I will say will have no evidence to prove that it has happened or could have been the path that history followed.

I believe that humans have been intelligent and lived within "cities" or "villages" and farmed for far longer than the last 5-10 thousand years.  I believe that humans have been intelligent for nearly the length of their existence, having various peaks of culture, and disasters and wars wiping out the evidence of their high points.  The loss of evidence is not through secret conspiracies, but rather, catastrophes that wipe out all evidence of existence. 

But something does remain in the few survivors.  The legends of the great warriors, the epic events, the facts of the important cultural collisions, are kept alive in stories.  In the Bible the story of the Nephilim seems out of place, but it is a memory of a past age of men.  Humanity is far more ancient than can be proven, and the various myths that are shared in each culture are evidence of memories of the past, and not a recent past.

Yes, there is no evidence of this.  But I believe this is how we create our stories of myth.  And in those myths we can see some very interesting things.  Some point to pyramids in Asia, Africa and Central America proving some connection of cultures.  Perhaps it does.  I am not suggesting such.  All I am saying is that legends of giants, of monsters, of great warriors and their feats, are all explained when you place them in a context of million years of shared stories.

The stories of King Arthur capture something similar.  When Rome left the British isles a Roman trained Briton rose up, at first he was simply a war king, but he ascended to King of all the Britons.  The presence of Gwynifer, Lancelot, and so many other portions of the legend came so much later, that the story is not one that has been cast in solid metal.  It is flexible, because of the manner in which it was first compiled, and then added unto.  Legends are like that.

LANCELOT by Geoff Evrard and myself took two looks at the character Lancelot, from different angles.  I included the betrayal of Arthur by wife/queen Gwynifer and Lancelot but not the later portions of the Malory legends of Lancelot fighting against Arthur.  I didn't find it persuasive in the original, and less so if you include Lancelot, as he was, in the Grail quest.  I very much enjoyed writing my portions, and dealing with both sides of the book.  The publisher was not much to behold, but I am happy to have done the work I did, with the people associated with the book.

“Somewhere in the world there is a defeat for everyone. Some are destroyed by defeat, and some made small and mean by victory. Greatness lives in one who triumphs equally over defeat and victory.”  ― John Steinbeck, The Acts of King Arthur and His Noble Knights

Arthur, Rex Eternus was a work to consider the many legends of the king. The Britons had been abandoned by the Romans, and the Saxons were crowding their lands.  One king stood up and led the remnants of the Roman Britain and reforged Britain, as Camelot, under the rule of Arthur and Excaliber.

On a lonely sword leaned he,
Like Arthur on Excalibur
In the battle by the sea.

G. K. Chesterton in The Ballad of the White Horse (1911)

The Quest of Arthur: The Holy Chalice is a book about love, and the quest for the Grail, which was a symbol of two things, the presence of Christ in us, and between two people, a bond of communion.  It is blessed by a beautiful cover by Jason Moser.

Why is all around us here
As if some lesser god had made the world,
But had not force to shape it as he would,
Till the High God behold it from beyond,
And enter it, and make it beautiful?
--Arthur, in The Passing of Arthur by Alfred, Lord Tennyson

King of Ages is an Anthology that follows a theme: If Merlyn and Arthur are eternal, and never die, what can you imagine outside of Arthurian times, where they might appear.

"At that time, the Saxons grew strong by virtue of their large number and increased in power in Britain. Hengist having died, however, his son Octha crossed from the northern part of Britain to the kingdom of Kent and from him are descended the kings of Kent. Then Arthur along with the kings of Britain fought against them in those days, but Arthur himself was the military commander [dux bellorum]. His first battle was at the mouth of the river which is called Glein. His second, third, fourth, and fifth battles were above another river which is called Dubglas and is in the region of Linnuis. The sixth battle was above the river which is called Bassas. The seventh battle was in the forest of Celidon, that is Cat Coit Celidon. The eighth battle was at the fortress of Guinnion, in which Arthur carried the image of holy Mary ever virgin on his shoulders; and the pagans were put to flight on that day. And through the power of our Lord Jesus Christ and through the power of the blessed Virgin Mary his mother there was great slaughter among them. The ninth battle was waged in the City of the Legion. The tenth battle was waged on the banks of a river which is called Tribruit. The eleventh battle was fought on the mountain which is called Agnet. The twelfth battle was on Mount Badon in which there fell in one day 960 men from one charge by Arthur; and no one struck them down except Arthur himself, and in all the wars he emerged as victor. "

Anonymous author 
First historical mention of Arthur
From the  Historia Brittonum

Saturday, December 5, 2015

My Christianity, Planned Parenthood, Abortion with Caveats, and being the child of Rape

Continuing my commentary about Christianity in my world.

As a child of rape I am well aware that being adopted in 1963 might mean aborted in 1973.  My life, like many others in my situation were only allowed because of a blockage of all abortions.  When Roe v Wade happened, the gates opened for most abortions.   People speak about their views about rights to abortions, and rights of the unborn.  I am one person who considers the burden my existence placed upon my birth mother, and I realize it was a merciful act that she allowed me to live.  I am anti-abortion, but more pro-choice than pro-life in politics because I think when government makes moral decisions for people, people will choose to take underground their moral choices, and feel vindicated, however vulgar an act.  Allowing such an act gives credit for the moral development of the mother, and also, gives people the freedom to be confronted with their act.  I am not, however, a one issue voter, nor am I political about this issue.  The reason for that is I am aware of the choice, and if I had not existed, would anyone be the less?

Having said all that, I've seen hyperbole regarding Abortion center shootings and bombings.  People seek to call it terrorism, or Christian Terrorism.  Well, let me address that, because it is false.  The great majority of Christians I've spoken with, read the views of, watched, been aware of, consider abortion to kill life.  Therefore, if you allow abortion you are killing children.  So if you wish to call Abortion center bombings or shootings Terrorism, go ahead.  Abortion centers and Roe V Wade then is responsible for 54 million dead babies.  If you wish to go hard, you need to see both sides have a view.  No one is bombing the f'ing planned parenthood clinics because they get a boner from it.  Some are insane.  But many are morally troubled by a country allowing the murder and possible harvest of the unborn.

So for those who are able to understand my point, I offer a hyperbole poem, responding to being labeled with the Terrorism title, because I am a Christian.  No, I've not bombed, shot or even entered a Planned Parenthood office.  I've not had sex before marriage or outside of it.  I never had any sort of STD and I've had a single partner, my wife.  But, by virtue of the desire of some, I am painted with their wide paint brush and am included in their brush stroke saying White Christian Terrorist.

I am a Christian.  I believe in allowing people to choose.  Because I believe that making choices for people is a worse sin, than allowing people to make the wrong choice.  I believe that one does not cause people to live morally by legislating the choices people get to make.  Let me be crystal clear:  I believe the world would be better off without my having existed.  If you are reading this, and thinking this guy is nucking futz, I am not.  I wish so many things were different. But my words, ideas, and hope will change not one thing.  I resist the flow, and the tide is sweeping in wiping the land clean of all standing objects.  I won't be standing long.

Friday, December 4, 2015

Great writing, in Sword and Magic Fantasy Fiction

I write about Lord Dunsany and Robert E. Howard, but there are many many more great writers to find, and likely have.  But, since I've received a few emails asking me to discuss authors other than Dunsany and Howard, regarding Fantasy as a genre, here are a few others to consider.

George R.R. Martin is the creative talent who is responsible for the enormous tale, A GAME OF THRONES.  He is meticulous, cunning, and eloquent in his creation of a violent power struggle among factions and forces in a fantasy setting.  The television series has brought the books more popularity, but the books were enormously successful prior to the tv series.

You cannot mention the fantasy genre in literature without mentioning J.R.R. Tolkien.  His work is popular, considered the work from which many others flow, and the first work many writers in the genre had read.  The film years of the 2000s were dominated by the adaptations of the Lord Of The Rings trilogy by Tolkien.  And the 2010s saw further adaptations of his works.  The written works of Tolkien haven't been forgotten but, there are likely many who have seen the movies but never read the books.  That is a shame because Tolkien's depth comes from a knowledge of human language and an understanding of human history and interactions.  Such foundations makes his works beyond compare for readability and originality.

Robert Jordan wrote some works for other writers, some for creative talents as a ghostwriter, and some under a different name for review purposes, to establish a creative distance from his own name.  He wrote The Wheel of Time as an envisioned six book epic story that involved perceptions of God and the enemy, Shaytan, in an violent conflict that determines the fate of the world.  It is called high fantasy, as it involves displays of magic, characters who can wield forces, and more that goes beyond use of swords and wizards chanting a couple spells.  Sadly, Jordan died before the end of the saga.  It was completed with the assistance of another writer, using notes.  The saga envisioned as a 6 book work, ended up as a 14 book saga.  If you like enormous tales, here is your work to read.


Alan Dean Foster is a favorite author of mine.  His Spellsinger saga is funny, fun and heroic.  It is not hardcore blood and battle, but it is fantasy, and fun to read.  His website

Ursula K. Le Guin is recognized for her magnificent use of language and depth of cultural investigation.  Her Earthsea books are among my very favorites.  Her website

The work of Karl Edward Wagner is dark, well written and mystical.  Kane, his character is powerful, beyond measure, with magic, martial skills, and abilities that are nearly god-like.  He is however, still appealing. While this is not uplifting, and some have called it amoral, but it remains interesting at the same time.   His estate's website

Michael Moorcock is as much of a great writer and famous fantasy personage as Tolkien, Martin, Jordan, Howard or Dunsany, but he is here because I don't read him as much as I study his words.  He is a great writer, but writes characters who I rarely like.  So I find his writing to be great, but his style rather stunning.  Who'd have thought making a character unlovable could make him interesting?
His website

Fritz Leiber wrote many tales, in more than just Fantasy, but through out the genres of Speculative Fiction.  His characters Fafhrd & Gray Mouser and tales of Lankhmar were highly respected and thought of, by critics of his day.  Taken as works for the day, they entertain well.  A website devoted to his works...