Sunday, November 1, 2015
Different sorts of the Final Act
For some people the end is believed to be the end of everything, and oblivion is entered. There is nothing more, and nothing less.
For some people the end is a doorway to judgment and a trip either to heaven or to hell, based upon the beliefs and actions of the person being judged. The judged might or might not get a chance to defend their life, depending upon the religious system invoked.
For some people the end is the ascension or descent to another level of the steps of existence. If they have lived justly the soul ascends. If they have not lived well, descent.
And lastly for me, I really don't know. Yes I am a Christian, but, since I don't honestly understand why certain aspects of Christianity are how they are, for me there are points of my faith where I simply have to shrug my shoulders.
Things I shrug my shoulders over and wonder why:
How could a god who is just have allowed the Holocaust?
How could a god who is good allow thousands of people, many of them children to die from starvation, disease and violence every single day?
How could a god who is all powerful and good and just, make humans, who happen to be the apex predator but also relentlessly destructive and procreative? Humans are over fishing, over logging, over mining, over polluting, over killing, over using the world, at a rate, that will kill the earth, or at least, the earth's ability to exist as a living planet.
I've been told that perhaps we live in the kingdom of heaven in our hearts here upon the earth. Well, I cannot accept that. I've seen too much, been injured too often, and seen my loved ones hurt, to ever seen this world as heaven. Ever.
I am not writing this as yet another bullshit attempt to depress everyone. I am just saying, that while I believe in an afterlife, I am uncertain what my afterlife will contain. I just hope it isn't here. This place is dirty, loud, angry, and it smells.